Thursday, May 20, 2004!
HandWritten on; 2:03 PM
stress-ssed OUT
tmr got maths test. nx mon geog EXAM. nx thurs lit test. i am still slacking away here... me hate studying. me wana haf fun. me wana spend my life happily and enjoy every moment... not like dis.
i cant get the basic concept of chem. still blur with maths, simultaneous equations (what the HELL is that?) i want to work hard. i want to. but it all seems to me that i cant. no matter what i do. i feel like sleeping once i see work. feel like sleeping in class... i want to be HARD on myself, but i cant even seem to be able to do that. i am so blur. till now still dun get it abt the sci chemical equation thingy. how does things become so complicated? everyone in my class understands, except me. ME, the big flop, failure.
have to get down to dead serious MUGGING for maths and geog. i tell myself i cant afford to fail, i cant. dint even get any A1s for anything. my only hope is that i dun get too many of Cs. i really cant afford to fail.